Here we are its the end of October, I feel that there has been a dark cloud over my head over the past couple of months. This summer was quite dark and not very warm. I'm sure that had something to do with my attitude. My daughter, my mother and I just saw Julie and Julia and now I feel like a celebrity. School has gotten underway and I hope to have an enjoyable year with my beautiful children. My baby is almost a year and yet my oldest is almost 16, that's a bag of mixed emotions. I feel that God has been preparing me for something, I'm working on being more patient, but as we all know its hard. Growing is always going to be challenging and I know God's love endures forever but sometimes I forget. He has proven to be perfect in all of His ways each and every time I cry out to Him. Who could stand to live a life alone without Jesus a Savior for all. Where would I be without Him?